Watching their little personalities come alive. Honestly, it’s the small everyday moments; the car ride chats, the proud “Mom, watch this!”. Raising strong, kind humans while figuring myself out at the same time has been the greatest growth of my life. Motherhood has stretched me just as much as it’s grown them, and being their mom is my greatest privilege. It’s chaotic and loud and exhausting; but it’s ours, and I wouldn’t trade it for anything.

Motherhood has taught me being present matters more than being "a perfect mom". I'm not broken - I've changed and grown. Its okay to feel overwhelmed, and still be a good mom. My kids don't need perfection, they need me, as I am, showing up with love.

I would use it to create stability for my family and be more present with my kids during these years that matter most. I'd also invest in building something of my own, so I can help other other moms feel less overwhelmed, less alone, and more like themselves again.