Watching my two girls conquer fears and obstacles in their life and being able to see how much they have grown and know that I had a part in teaching them how to deal with situations and how to be kind even when it's not easy. The biggest reward is even when I feel like I let them down for whatever reason, my strong and compassionate girls look at me at the end of the day and tell me " I love you Mommy".

I have learned how fast life goes. One day I am so emotionally drained and tired, taking care of my girls that depend on me 100%. Then another day I look at them and realize today they need me a little less. Its a hard lesson to learn that our jobs as parents to prepare our children to live without us. Every experience we have together is not only a teaching tool in some way for them when they are adults, but every experience, everyday, will be a memory for them to cherish when we are gone.

I would use $20,000 to help pay for my medical bills that I have inquired having multiple sclerosis. I would also use the money to take my children on a family vacation where we can enjoy each other's company without having to worry so much about expenses and truly enjoy every moment together. I would also like to give my children a new play set to enjoy while they are still little.