Watching them grow and develop into their own people. They’re all so amazing, talented and brilliant in their own ways. Watching them overcome adversities, and becoming confident in who they are, understanding we can all do hard things is priceless. My 4y/o has cerebral palsy and autism from labor, and has brought more joy to our lives than words can express. He’s the happiest kid you’d ever meet. Life will always have trials, but we’re never alone.

I never understood true unconditional love, until I held my oldest son, Jack. I learned I have to be 5 different moms to meet their individual needs. How they perceive love, spending quality time, even how they need to be corrected, differs for each one of them. I have learned the importance of humility. I want them to know even as a mama, I’ll make my mistakes, and I’m still learning every day, just as they are. It has given a better understanding of Gods love, grace and mercy.

I live in a very tiny home, that needs allot of work. My son with CP, is a big kid, 49lbs at 4. My house is not handicap accessible for him, and he still sleeps in the bed with us bc we don’t have enough room. The plan would be to pay down some over due medical bills that have piled up and do what we can to fix up the house, to help him grow and thrive to his maximum potential.