How loved they make me feel even when I see myself as a failure. Seeing their “I love you mom” notes and all the pictures they make for me makes me smile every time. Hearing them tell me I’m the best and how much they love me. The endless snuggles and hugs. Always having their love is the reward.

Becoming a mother broke me open, right down to my core. It taught me what my biggest flaws are and how to be a better person. It has made me lose myself so completely that I found who I truly am. The biggest lesson would be how strong I am. Motherhood taught me who I am meant to be.

I would put some towards publishing my first book when the time comes. It’s about how difficult it is being a mom, wife, and going on a healing journey alone. My goal is to help more moms out there get through life and healing themselves but not alone. The rest would go towards bettering our lives in any way possible ☺️ I have always wanted to rescue animals or have a bookstore so maybe this is my chance!