Watching all of my 3 girls love on their baby brother. We almost both did not make it through that birth. He was born April 16th at 37 weeks gestation. I was having high blood pressure. My dr wanted to induce me. I was admitted Saturday, they were going to induce me until we found out he was breech(he had been head down this whole time) I spent the whole day Sunday doing all I could to turn him. I even stood on my head. He turned back around. We started induction Monday. Finally my water broke

Wednesday night. I hadn't been dilating this whole time. After I got my epidural, dr messed with my cervix and I was dilating under some scar tissue. I was 4cm.Quickly went to 9. My blood pressure was 80/40 from the epidural. Baby was having decels 40s into 50s. His head was low and he was stuck behind my pelvic bone. Even tho I was 9cm and out of it we had to get him out. Vacuum wouldnt stick(hair) had episiotomy and dr nicked a vein. I lost a liter of blood. I didnt even know what was going on

Baby came out blue but cried right away, he got put on my tummy but I was so out of it I told them to take him. GOD was in that room with us that night. My girls are 20, 14, 7. They love him so much. I would use it to finish remodeling our house. We need more room and less carpet. And fix up the rabbit barn for the kids 4H rabbits. Leaving this the same, but it will definitely help me with my mental health fixing the house. Im depressed a lot and get overwhelmed with how much work needs done.