Knowing that I created life. My children get to make choices for themselves, and since I am the last of my family tree as my dad and all the uncles had girls, our name will die with me and my cousins who are girls. I am doing the work to clear out the trauma, and the ancestral healing so that I don’t pass that on to my children. I see them grow up and be loving and kind and generous kids. They are very loved by lots of people and I appreciate that that they have values and our sweet and kind.

We all went camping for seven weeks in Colorado’s mountains only going to town one time for food and shower. We created a sweat lodge and gathered all the logs for firewood to cook on and there was no cell phones, Internet, etc.. We spent a lot of time together, and that was one of my favorite times to get to know the kids and show them a different way of life.

I would divide evenly amongst the family members. Everything has always been ours. That way each person could experience something individual & unique to their own liking. I’m going to Machu Picchu!