All of it- the love, the pride in seeing what wonderful caring people they have become, even the tough times and seeing how resilient they are. Having them come care for me when diagnosed with cancer this year, having them stick by their brother when he had brain surgery- just knowing they will always stick by each other and be there for one another (and me) makes me so proud.

So many-each unique birth of course! One of my recent favorites-I was diagnosed with cancer in December this year, and for New Years they all chose to come to my house- we spent the evening hanging out and playing cards, toasting in the new year together- having all of them together and having fun made the year start off wonderfully! I also enjoyed when they were young & we rode dirt bikes together-they thought it hilarious when I crashed into the pine tree & love to remind me, lol!

If I won I would use the money to help out the kids- I was never able to do much and with the world being what it is now they are struggling- so I want to help them get ahead on the bills. I would also like to take them on a small family vacation- we have not been able to afford one since the split from their father so would like to spoil them a little bit!