Knowing that i created a life that is half me and half my husband, and being able to experience another kind of love i didn’t know could exist. Waking up to his sweet smile every morning and experiencing all the tiny milestones of his life knowing i get to shape him into another beautiful human to roam this earth is truly such a rewarding feeling.

When he was first born, he cried for a sec & then it went silent. I was so worried b/c i knew that something had gone wrong when the crying didnt continue. Over 10 nurses rushed into the delivery room & were screaming left & right & i thought i had lost him. It was meconium aspiration & thankfully they were able to suction what he had ingested out & eventually i heard his first full cry and felt so much relief knowing he was ok. I told myself from then on i would cherish every cry no matter what

i would use it towards caring for my baby and providing for any of his other needs. I want to make sure my husband and i are well financed in order to raise him the way we want in this scary world. anything today helps because its so easy to get into debt and its frightening knowing its not really possible to raise children without working more than one job/income so it would definitely be more than a blessing to win that kind of amount for a bit of relief.