Oh where do I even start. First of all just being able to look at these beautiful beings that you created, hearing them laugh, giggle, their oh’s and aww’s is just a reward in itself. My oldest off to college real soon and I literally watched the entire start of someone’s life and now im starting a new little life with my 3 year old with new challenges but nothing we can’t get through I’m just glad GOD chose me to be their mom. I wouldn’t have it any other way.

I took them to the beach two summers ago and they were so happy. Both my babies (yes I still call my oldest a baby I don’t care how old she gets she will always be a baby) are water babies. They absolutely love the beach, they were so happy , enjoying life with no worries, enjoying eachother (they have the absolute best relationship I have ever seen in siblings) and after everything I have been through in life just watching them be happy and ALIVE! I almost lost both of them at birth!

I would put money towards both their colleges, I would put some Money towards getting a permanent home for us and put myself back into school be able to buy my books and pay the little student loan I have off so I can be more than I am for my kids and leave them with more than the basic tools to survive in this world. I wanna leave them with a home that is theirs, I want them seeing how determined their momma was to wanna continue school at any age you can always do and succeed in what you want