Honestly many things but for me right now : Seeing all the hard work pay off. All the sleepless nights, the awful back pain, THE VERY ROUGH HEALING FROM GENERATIONAL CURSES TO GIVE YOUR KID MORE.. Scared you don’t know what you’re doing (& YOU DON’T YOU JUST DO YOUR BEST) But every time you stop & admire your kid you see them for exactly who they are & there’s truly NOTHING you would change bc they are perfectly themselves. & YOU FINALLY LEARN WHAT IT IS TO BE TRULY PROUD OF YOURSELF. 💓

Birth obviously. Another THOUGH : is how he was just 2 years old ALREADY SO NURTURING. Mom is in a wheelchair & he is helping me lift it get it out & carry things. He was very mature for his age always. & how he always took care of me just like I do for him any time he knew or even just felt to ask me Even as young as TWO 😱 “Are you okay mom? You need anything? You sure? Okay. Let me know if you do.”

Build a physical therapy & mental health therapy room with every thing we possibly need to better our health because my son is also now struggling with his health at only 9.. My issues started around 14 BUT got severe enough I had to stop working & going to school by 18 & at 30 have been unable to work normally ever since… HE’S ONLY 9 & SHOWING SYMPTOMS I DID AT 14 - My goal 🥅 is to better our health in many ways.. very many natural ways but it’s expensive & US DISABLED PPL ARE POVERTY LEVEL.