The most rewarding part of being a mom is feeling the light of joy, love, and tenderness from my children each and everyday. It is the most precious gift God has blessed me with. It creates an unspoken strength and passion to be any and everything that my children need everyday. I take pride in knowing that I am their main source and first example of love, protection, guidance, and security. My children know I am their biggest cheerleader and will be beside them guiding them through life.

One memory I will never forget was when I brought my youngest son home from his 1st of 3 open heart surgeries on Mother's Day. I was away from my other two sons for 2 months after delivering Massiah, and when I walked through the door with their little brother for the first time, My son's charged at me with with hugs, kisses, and tears in their eyes and my oldest son said "We are so proud of you mommy for fighting so hard to keep Sysy alive and bringing him home you're the best mom in the world!

If we were blessed with the $20,000 It would allow me to pay off medical and student loan debt which would allow me to free up some time to continue to care for my boys, especially my youngest who is 3 and recovering from a pacemaker surgery. He is also Autistic and has to be home schooled because of his complex medical issues. He does not eat by mouth and requires oxygen when he sleeps so I have to care for him around the clock. Having some financial help would allow me some breathing room.