Seeing my baby smile is everything too me. She’s my reason why. She inspires me daily. She Let’s me know daily that I’m doing a good job as I see her progress and advance with her speech and physical abilities it stands out to me that I’m not only her mom, I’m her best teacher and guide in this world and everything I do has to accelerate and impact with her in the most positive way. The love she pours into me is irreplaceable.

I won’t ever forget when she started walking and saying mama. It was my most proudest moment. She looked me in my eye after I had the roughest day ever. I mean balling my eyes out post partum was really setting in and she said mama and smiled while resting herself in my chest. And it was just so comforting.

Honestly I would use small amounts to start paying off debt and bills. I would give my mom money for everything she’s done for me and all the sacrifices as a single mother. I can never ever do anything to make up for that but I know it would help her out so much. Then I’d like to start a college fund for my baby with that ever is left over and work for the rest.