The love that is shown back to me. The love and extra gentleness I give tends to come right back when I am in desperate need.. they might give me a hug or a kiss or let me know I’ve made them happy. Also I feel good when people compliment me on their behavior and manners. Oh and Jah prays like a Pastor at only 4 years old lol. We have tantrums, bt it is easily shortened with a hug or kiss. lol and of course we talk it out and I try to explain things to them.. I need them more than they need me….

Well today Jah, my oldest said “mom I promise I won’t die in a trash can, I promise “ lol.. I don’t know where that came from. And recently he asked if I could blow him and Kai bubbles! So I said yes, then he had the idea to “worship with bubbles!” I said ok. So he grabbed my phone and started talking as if we were on live stream lol. I helped him set up our channel @LionessArielle, and we went live singing worship songs while blowing bubbles lol it’s still up there. Haha. My boys are my light….

We live in a two bedroom apartment and me my husband and two boys share one room one closet and one bathroom because the other room is my husband office. He works from home.. so I’d use it to invest in a bigger space. And maybe to assist with marketing for my hair oil business. And then there’s my nonprofit that isn’t fully official because I need partners but I was a foster kid n mistreated so I want to help foster kids with getting sponsored to gent hair done. I believe it will bring confidenc